How Long To Recover From Brazilian I Have A Hot Brazilian Girl & A Girl Recovering From A Stroke. Both Have Great Personalities. How To Choose?

I have a hot brazilian girl & a girl recovering from a stroke. Both have great personalities. How to choose? - how long to recover from brazilian

The Brazilian is ok, dance teacher, playful, passionate and intelligent. The other is higher than the average black girl is recovering from a stroke. She is friendly, intelligent, funny, quiet and wants to start a family. I do not think that I am ready. Both were long-term relationships. How to choose?